I am feeling like I need to blog because sometimes I have so much on mind. And you can't always post your feelings on FB or Twitter for fear of someone at your job reporting you.  And no, I don't intend to use this as a way to vent my unhappiness of my job, but I want to have an outlet to to say what I want to say and share what I want to share.
First of all, I am 58 years old, have been living with my significant other for 12 years, am still legally married to someone I should have never married. I do not feel old , which others feel that I am, do not look old, but know that I will be old.  And that scares me.  My significant other (which this title I will address at another time) has health issues and this also scares me... ( can I take care of him without freaking out??)
I work at an event staffing company as a personnel manager and while this title sounds wonderful,  I basically hire, fire and schedule employees for events big and little. It is a very stressful job, one that I would like to not end my last years at.
I love to crochet, I sell Avon and other than that it is my life...am I happy??? Still working on it